dra. ma.

i am going to keep this deliberately vague, because i don’t know who might see it, but let me say this: sometimes i go out on a limb and do something, even though i’m really nervous about it, and i think, "aw heck, it will pay off! it will be okay!" and sometimes that’s true.

but sometimes i go out on a limb, and do something i’m nervous about, and then it takes an enormous humiliating bite out of my ass, and i wish i’d never even opened my mouth and offered to help. because now i’ve been completely misunderstood and misinterpreted, and that’s pretty much my worst nightmare.

i have somehow found myself in the middle of some crazy drama, and i don’t like it one bit. i am currently working on Operation: Extract Oneself.

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8 comments

  1. I hope things work out for you. Personally, with your good heart and refreshingly open honesty, I can’t imagine anyone ascribing less than good and decent intentions to anything you’d do or say.

  2. thanks everyone! it has been a roller coaster the past couple of days, but i *think* it’s settling down. i guess this is the danger of offering to do stuff in a group of people who barely know you–it’s very easy for them to get bent out of shape for no reason! meh.
    gary, you’re so sweet as always. thank you for that!

  3. thanks everyone! it has been a roller coaster the past couple of days, but i *think* it’s settling down. i guess this is the danger of offering to do stuff in a group of people who barely know you–it’s very easy for them to get bent out of shape for no reason! meh.
    gary, you’re so sweet as always. thank you for that!

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