things always take longer than i think they will. i will never feel like doing unpleasant tasks. putting things off will always irritate me in the end. i am easily stressed when i deem something “important” or “a big deal.” why can i never keep these things in the front of my mind and LEARN TO ADJUST? i am so irritated with myself right now. seriously, i want to barf. i would even go so far as to say that i disgust myself at the moment.
in other news, the hubby stood in line (third time’s a charm!) for a few hours this morning and came home with two shiny new iPhones, so i have a pretty thing to play with when i finally get my work done. if that ever happens.
and finally, i don’t even want to talk about it because i’m stressed enough as it is, but if anyone can spare some concentrated good vibes and send them finley’s way, i’d really appreciate it. he’s going to the vet on wednesday because i’m freaking out. here’s hoping i’m just over-analyzing and overreacting. *fingers crossed*